I now feel as if I'm finally in the right path, where I can accomplish what I'm capable of without fear, anger or regret. Thank you, Wingedwolf, for turning my life around for the better!
I wanted to make sure that I was not just reading into the communications what I wanted to hear. So, I forwarded them to my mother since she knew my grandparents best. My mom is a straight shooter and was surprised I was doing the communications. However, even she believes they are accurate. There were too many exact details of things that they always said and things in my life that no one could have known.
I am so grateful to have been able to speak with them again. I feel that a great weight has been lifted off of me because I was able to get true closure. My grandfathers passing was unexpected and my grandmothers was preempted by a brain tumor. Both of which left me little precious time to say the most important things to them. The things that I always figured they knew. And the things that I only truly realized as I aged. I am so thankful for the opportunity to reach out to them.
My only wish is that I had found Pamela sooner so that I would not have lived with the feeling of loss for so long. All the things that I wanted to say I was able to say through her. For that I am forever grateful.
Sam
Crutches have not been removed -- what has occured is greater than that: the potential for the use a crutch has been removed.
For others reading this who are on the fence, please concede to the posibility and just go for it. Decide _after_ seeing what you receive.
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